2nd dec 06 morning (4a.m.), my paternal grandparents n my family together fly to chiang mai for a holiday...but unexpected things happened...that night at around 9 plus singapore time,my paternal grandmother passed away...when i received the news i was too shock[sleeping away at the cultural show cus very tired],while rachel changed from laughging away[at the cultural show which was funny to her] and started to cry...my youngest sis unlike both of us kept asking my mother questions...
back at the hotel my mother wanted to leave me n my sis in the hotel room while the go to a 24-hr internet cafe to search for the earliest flight back to singapore...i started crying cuz i was afraid to be alone so all three of us[my sis n me]went to our maternal grandparents' room...
when we touch down in singapore,we went home to bathe n change before going to the funeral...when i finally saw my maternal grandmother lying in the coffin i then faced the truth that she really had passed away...i started crying...
dun wished to mention the rest of the funeral until the cremation
at the mandai cremation hall 4, we had a service before pushing her into the fire...at the viewing hall where we saw her the last time before going into the fire i was crying so loudly...that it upset my paternal grandfather...sorry for that ye ye
yesterday we took a boat to the sea n throw her ashes there...we threw flowers too...
tml i will be writing sth to remember my grandmother for...
